i can honestly say cleaning is one of the worst things i like to do especially when it comes to cleaning your very own room. It is amazing of how much stuff a person can forget, how many memories a person can just forget without noticing. That has happened to me so many times and is true. There are times when we want to hide over past and we simply think that by putting it away will solve everything and sadly enough this happens or there are times were yo forgot one of the most forgettable things from your life and you do but life in a sneaky way puts it back in your life. As i cleaned my room i started to notice how many things of me has changed and how many things i had forgotten. Well for one thing my style of clothes and shoes have changed because when i cleaned my closet i saw my shoes in the corner that i did not wear anymore i missed those days this tennis shoes were dirty from where i had played one great afternoon and had enjoyed my childhood great memories!!! After cleaning the closet i noticed i had many boxes on the shelf and yeah it happened to be pictures back when i was in elementary school it made me feel sad but at the same time good that we had all grown vp and had gone ovr ways and were heading trough the right direction. I also found high school pictures in which i had already forgotten after two years. I couldn’t believe that i had already gradated and forgotten about all these things. As i started to throw away things that i didn’t need like for instance school homework, activities from different classes and old letters i had with friends i felt like i was throwing away allot of big important things from my past so i decided to at least keep some letters and remember them later on when i get older. I also felt a big heavy weight off my back because i had thrown away so many stressful nights of homework and so many tests i had to do well on of course all of them but just to know you had already achieved that and had gotten to the next level felt really good. And the thing with me is that when i clean i get into one thing and read and look over i take awhile and then move to the next thing to clean i feel that when i do that is because I’m scared to let it go and actually realize where I’m standing. Is hard but is worth it and looking at memories things from the past is actually a good thing because it makes you determine how much yo have done in life and how many mistakes you have shoved down a bed or a closet but later on fixing it as you grow vp and actually learning from them and becoming a better person. This is how i felt as I saw all these pictures and assignments and objects I had kept for sch a long time. I still hold things beneath the bed but that is something that i will clean vp after I learn throughout time what is the correct way of destroying them or the right of keeping them close to me but in a different way of view.
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