Blogging helps…

To be honest i really didn’t like the idea of blogging because well first i had to find time and that for me is really hard especially when you dont have a computer and go to libraries and try to fit it in your schedule so you can get a grade. That was my main issue and second I really wasnt familiar with blogging but theres always a first time for everything! After you get familiar with it you learn how to think clearly to me it realives my thoughts and helps me expand my writing or typing. I feel like I have improved in the way I write. Is hard sometimes to think of one thing to write about especially when it comes to something you had neverheard of. The subjects or topics that were put down were really interesting and helpful because  is an outside of the box thing and that helps you bring out your imagination your deep thoughts that you have never let out in the open.

I dont know if I will continue with this but i really enjouyed doing as much as I could due to time if I do get the enough time that I need I will do it I wouldnt mind learning some more the more you learn the better you improve with these excercises. It will also prepare you for thenext level and it will become easier for you to understand. It was hard to blog at least five hundred words but is also a challenge so you can do more and more with every topic that you do. This was a good experience for me and a good excersise too i hope i dont forget it. I know the first time i thought i did a blog i actually did a comment in one of the pages i felt really dumb but hey first timer it never comes out the way you want it! I hope i get more experience on expanding my writing troughout the year because i do need to improve some more.

How to relieve on Stress…

Stress that is the one word we all pretty much dislike especially when you know you will be getting like this during finals. I can tell you pretty much that I get stressed out all the time with work,  school,  pro and other activities I do outside of all this chaos. Is so easy to get stressed out but so hard to relieve yourself from it because you have to learn how to control all this emotions and handle them step by step. Is kinda hard for me to be able to say how a person can release from stress but one of the few things I have learned to do is to just drop everything that you are doing and just relax and take your mind off of from what you are doing. You cant pile everything together and try to finish it all at once you have to organize yourself on what you are going to do first. Don’t let your nervousness get to you remember everything to its own time or else you are never going to finish. You have to take deep breaths when you are stressed out people i know have told me they take off anywhere they just drive for a good while or take off walking and just let their mind wander and thats good you cant be thinking too much in problems you have to breath sometimes too!!! I heard from my high school teacher that when you have had a rough day and you get home and you still have stuff to do just take one hour one good hour to just relax and put everything aside. Is not healthy doing everything one after another just make sure you take that one hour in something you know can calm you down, It works trust me I took her advice and decided to do give it a shot and let me tell you it makes you feel more refreshed and more pumped up and ready to work when you come back from the break hey you might even do a better job than before.

First you have to put things apart what is harder and what is easier then you  should set up time in between what you think you need in order for you to study know, if you are a student like me who wants to do everything at once then you should just again separate them study the easier one first so you can have the rest of the time on the hard assignment without rushing trying to get it so you can go  to the next thing.

I believe stress can harm you in many ways like with your family you will snap at them and wiill cause more stress to you, your work at school and at your very own job it can harm it if you dont be careful is really unhealhty and bad for you emotionally and physically too!!!! one hour of deep breaths and mind wandering or whatever you think will calm you down will not hurt you so what is the best thing to do?… RELAX

 

My experience with the spring cleaning

i can honestly say cleaning is one of the worst things i like to do especially when it comes to cleaning your very own room. It is amazing of how much stuff a person can forget, how many memories a person can just forget without noticing. That has happened to me so many times and is true. There are times when we want to hide over past and we simply think that by putting it away will solve everything and sadly enough this happens or there are times were yo forgot one of the most forgettable things from your life and you do but life in a sneaky way puts it back in your life. As i cleaned my room i started to notice how many things of me has changed and how many things i had forgotten. Well for one thing my style of clothes and shoes have changed because when i cleaned my closet i saw my shoes in the corner that i did not wear anymore i missed those days this tennis shoes were dirty from where i had played one great afternoon and had enjoyed my childhood great memories!!! After cleaning the closet i noticed i had many boxes on the shelf and yeah it happened to be pictures back when i was in elementary school it made me feel sad but at the same time good that  we had all grown vp and had gone ovr ways and were heading trough the right direction. I also found high school pictures in which i had already forgotten after two years. I couldn’t believe that i had already gradated and forgotten about all these things. As i started to throw away things that i didn’t need like for instance school homework, activities from different classes and old letters i had with friends i felt like i was throwing away allot of big important things from my past so i decided to at least keep some letters and remember them later on when i get older. I also felt a big heavy weight off my back because i had thrown away so many stressful nights of homework and so many tests i had to do well on of course all of them but just to know you had already achieved that and had gotten to the next level felt really good. And the thing with me is that when i clean i get into one thing and read and look over i take awhile and then move to the next thing to clean i feel that when i do that is because I’m scared to let it go and actually realize where I’m standing. Is hard but is worth it and looking at memories things from the past is actually a good thing because it makes you determine how much yo have done in life and how many mistakes you have shoved down a bed or a closet but later on fixing it as you grow vp and actually learning from them and becoming a better person. This is how i felt as I saw all these pictures and assignments and objects I had kept for sch a long time. I still hold things beneath the bed but that is something that i will clean vp after I learn throughout time what is the correct way of destroying them or the right of keeping them close to me but in a different way of view.

My last self destruct

The last time I self-destructed was this past weekend I guess you can say it was one of those days when you wanna be alone and when your alone you realize”oh m;y god, Iam alone”  that’s what happened to me this past Saturday. After coming back from the museum I wanted to go to the mall and I realized I had no one to go with so i decided it would be alone time for me as i was leaving the house my mom gets upset and says why don’t you go with somebody call your friends, your sister  and I’m like no I’m going by myself i don’t need company. As i walk by the stores and see people accompanied by friends or relatives i feel lonely and the fact that my mom wanted to have someone go with me made me feel worse she felt sorry for me i was thinking just cause nobody could come with me doesn’t mean I’m a lonely pathetic person. I didn’t even enjoy my shopping that i went home. I decided to stay in my room to cool off and just wander off watching TV all snuggled down in my sheets. My sister comes and starts talking to me of how her day went and I’m being all rude snapping at her i didn’t notice how mean and rude i was being when all she wanted to do was talk to me and share her day. She left hurt and sad about how i had reacted with her and i didn’t even stop her.  I cooled off and apologized for  being so aggressive towards her when it was me who had started everything. She accepted my apology and told me not to feel lonely because of littler comments my mom says “she only wanted you to go with someone so  you could be safe” and i understood. So yes I’m one of those who self-destruct others without noticing how much harm i can cause until i had already done it.  I realize i have to work at this harder and control my emotions.

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